12 APRIL 2022

This morning you go to the office quite early as you want to get an expectation on what the duit raya gift box would look like. And as you doing the things,you suddently hit an realisation on why you dont you do things that you know youre good at?

Want to know what im good at?

High school:people always said that i had an good imagination for example i draw an comic with a piece of plan rubbish paper and many of my classmate asked me to do the same for them.

Matriculation: we need to do an event for that sems and since student lack of financial to rent nor buy a things to design the event. I suggested that insted of we do an normal event why not we using shawl/tudung which is very trent that time to replace the colorful clothing for stage event. One of them said this "aisyah jarang bercakap,tapi sekali cakap,idea dia mmg terbaik".

UKM: this is a very long period of time,but what i can remember is on every terms,people would love to team up with me since my idea and my works always different from others. On last sem,we did a popcorn business and alhamdulilah we got an big event tender for suppling the popcorn to career event. It such a very pleasing and on that event also,i been assigned as project pic as my idea always one of the kind.

DIGI AU2: Kak hannie always said,aisyah kalau ada je idea yg mmg boleh jalan utk cust beli. And as i can remember for any idea for push up our sales,im one of the one who always throw out the idea first.

BANGI: I been thinking to start a gift box idea since sept 2019. When that time gift box was not even a thing. 2020 was a very peek bloom of the gift box and i didnt realize that thing yet at that time.

DGSC: Hari raya gift box. What an brilliant idea that you got there. I dont think anybody ever thought of that . With all this kind of gift box that i been thinking since 2019,this business idea is a really go to go business that you always take granted on.

Ya allah,im been taking granted for years ,since high school. Thanks for opening my eyes  this time . Its not too late to start aisyah as its on the beginning of the journey.

Remember, you are diamond in a rough aisyah.

Just like this flower<3

 10 APRIL 2022

Hi,

Today i saje2 try to look out for flight ticket as this morning as i thought since kak hannie life is kinda messy ,and my current mental health also need some medicine,why not i invite her to become part of my lartner for travelling for a month.

As i check , ticket fare to KK for one way is around rm102 on 1june.By that time my contract still on going and will only be ended on 27 july. But why do i need to keep wait if i can just send an early resignation letter.

If i send the letter by end of this april,my may schedule will be fulled with my OD which is 3 days a week and the remaining AL (8.5days). I bee  thinking to book a one way ticket for a long time already and be gone for a few months without no post.

I really should do that asap before i realise that 2022 will be the same as 2011 if im not doing anything.

Everyday im getting more and more tired ,but im not doing activities to the fullest. Dont give up onwalking 10k steps daily. Just remember  a good thing that happen as you hiking at Bukit Dinding today:)

LOVE THE IMPERFECTION

 8 April 2022

Hi,

HAri ni jumaat and yourdesire to get resign to your current jobs still the same.iTs not that working there is bad badbut you just dont feel the freedom when you want to do that.As my sister getherouting today,I didnt do a 10k steps today.

Smlm my moms asked me either i feel tired or not as i still work out as  im fasting. i saidd that when im working out,all my stress will g out.LIttle things that she doest know ,that people at the house who bring me stress.

At first, i work out to release my negative aura,but slowly i notice that when i doing that i will notic small itte things that i should be thankful for.As for exampe,i notice that this yellow petals that laying at the ground was very magnificant.

You may said some thinglike,meh its just a simple flower,what a sentimental noobs.But hey,look what you doing. Without realizing you slowy read this to the end.

Just loved yourseelf first,before love others :)

Cheers,SAR